The Adventures, Mishaps and Musings of Me

I decided I needed a desktop wallpaper that was a little more motivational towards study. Just the gentlest, teeniest of nudges towards my text books...

( The softly, softly approach... )

Must study math... Must study math... Must study math...

OMGYOUTUBE Alexander Marakulin singing in Italian!! SWOONING-FANGASMIC -JOY!!!

Ahem.

Must study math... Must study math... Must study math...

It's amazing how one can spend hours and hours simply fiddling with the internet.  Honestly, how on earth did people proscratinate before the existence of the internet? 

Must study...
Must be motivated...
Must study...
Must be wary of upcoming exam session...
Must study...
Must remember my priorities...
Must study...

SO WHY THE HELL AM I ON LJ???

I should probably get out of bed now and start work on my coursework as I only have two weeks left to finish it.

I should probably get out of bed now and book flights to Milan as the longer I leave it the more expensive they're going to get.

I should probably get out of bed and set to memory parliament acts regarding homicide law.

Damn this cosy duvet and mobile phone internet!

Why am I here?  

Here, "surfing" the net?

I should be downstairs rounding off a unit of revision on tribunals, followed by a unit of revision on Business objectives and strategy - that is what I should be doing.  

What my brain, infact, knows it should be doing.  

Because if I don't, I won't know my subjects as well as I could, so I won't get top marks in my January exams, so I won't get into the best possible Uni's and the concequences would continue on and on and on. 

So, the question persists, why am I upstairs, sitting on the internet, posting on this pointless blog?!

....

But, it's only one afternoon wasted, the part of my brain I don't like is telling me, only one afternoon - you deserve a break.  But, you see, this isn't a one time thing; this is a habit.  A particulaly bad habit that everyone on this planet suffers from:  The dark evil known as "procrastanation".   

If I give into procrastanation, agree that I need a break, agree that one afternoon doing nothing wouldn't hurt, I'm going to regret it tomorrow.   Regret it alot.  I would give myself shower prep talks on never giving into procrastanation again, that I'd work double today to catch up revision.  And yet... with even more pressure on me to do some work, I'm even more likely to do nothing.  Leave it till the next day to start fresh.  Procrastinate.

But, not today.  

Today, I'm going to go downstairs and do all the work I need to do.  Today, I'm going to achieve.

And you, reader, also need to stop procrastinating on LJ, reading my blog, and do meaningful things!